Monday, March 14, 2011

Decision making.

Why is it so difficult to change ourselves for better?
Why do we resist change even after knowing that change is constant?
Why should we always be under constant scrutinity to check if we r on d right track?

Why is it that our heart is attracted towads d one who gives d maximum amount of pain?
Why do we care for each other even after knowing that no one can be trusted?
The answer can be either of d two-
1. We ourselves dont know whats best for us
OR
2. Love!
We need to figure out what amount of love is appropriate for us.
We need to figure out whether its our ego that is important or whether our self respect.
We need to figure out this before its too late..
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And d quickest way to figure this out by observation , experience and self learning!
This post is all bout the possibilities of avoiding incorrect decision making and also bout possibility of damage control as well!!

BIG B!

Life sometimes gifts you such wonderful persons that you wonder .. Am i really so special??
One such person is sent into my life .. The name is Vyas, Sanjay Vyas! A.k.a SANJU!!
A Wonderful personality . Currently lives in Jodhpur and he is 6ft 2 inch. A dream for majority of girls but this person is not much into flirting. Now i say, such a waste of resource :-P.
He's my big bro and he is extremely talented in writing poetry. Sings fairly decent n improving day-by-day. No wonder he features in my blog. Emotional to the core. Benefitial for people who know how to use people. His life revolves around his family n Me!
He juggles his wants n family wants day n night with added difficulty of criticisms but has always displayed his charismatic smile come what may..
I love him.. From d core.. N even from d sides as well ;-)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Puzzled n stumped!

I found myself in a crowded room. There was electricity flowin through my body.. At the same time, i was feeling cold!
I looked around for something suspicious but all i could find was humans like me. Some of them were staring at me as if i have something that they wanted. But i knew i had nothing to offer. I closed my eyes n i felt i have achieved self-enlightenment! I always had to TRY keepin all d thoughts away whenever i used to meditate but this time, it was effortless. All i could see was complete darkness with an acute ray of light. I opened my eyes n my eyes were heavy as if i have travelled ages in those few moments. I checked things around me n all i could find was materialstic stuff. I still did not know what was i searching for or what was i tryin to remember. It seemed like all d non-essential memories were deleted from my brain. I was feeling better by every moment passing by. I saw others were checking their watches n some were murmuring something. I could not understand what they were saying as it was chanted with lighting speed.
But before i could come to a conclusion, another human appeared from nowwhere with a devil's smile holding a bunch of papers in d hand!!
Shit!! Shit shit shit!! M in d examination hall n those were the question papers. Now everything wat happened before made sense! I m screwed! Gotta study now, or else the only option i wud have after my results wud be either politician or Yoga guru!!
Catch u later.. Let me study for d remaining seconds left!!